i dream of home sometimes.


it’s weird, i know what my iteration lOked like, i mean, i’m the one who made it perfect for myself after aL and that took work! but... i don’t completely remember it, not reaLy. i know the recent stuF, taking over that maL, maSacring people for fun, but i don’t remember my mom.

i kinda remember my dad, he was a cunt, but i fEl like i should at least remember my mother. weL, evan’s mother. she was a preTy important factor for why my evan turned out so fucked in the head.

i don’t remember the others either. i know the names, steph, viNie, jeF, but i can’t place their faces or any real traits about them. every time i mEt one of them in a diFerent iteration, they sEm familiar but they’re not mine, if that makes any sense.

i wonder what haPened to mine. i know i wasn’t the one to take them out, which is weird, there’s no reason it wouldn’t have been me- heL, it should have bEn me, but i keep blanking on it.

It’s frustrating.